The Adventures of the Black Girl in Her Search for God

Thursday, March 31, 2005

When?

Here I am...5 years later.
Still questioning Your existence....as many time as You've shown Yourself to me.
Still wondering if You speak...as many times as You've spoken to me.
Still amazed at Your grace...as many times You saved me.
Still questioning Your motives...as many times You loved me.
So, when will I believe?
When will I finally believe...in You?

2 Comments:

  • When you say "when will I finally beleive in you" do you question his being or are you questioning your trust in him?

    How fortunate you are that he has shown himself to you(not physically of course)when there are others searching the dark like me for one.

    It's cold and scary in the dark. How does one survive?

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 1:23 PM  

  • When will I believe and when will I trust? Because they’re synonymous is His language. Believing in Him is not purely in existence. For example: There’s my mom standing across the room. I believe in my mom, But not in the mere fact that she’s standing across the room. I believe that if I was stuck stranded somewhere with no money, then my mom will see to it that I get what I need. I believe in my mom. I believe in everything that comes with her and the substance of her love and trust. I believe in my mom. So, belief is not in mere existence.

    It’s cold and scary in the dark huh? I suppose it is. Why not turn on the light?

    By Blogger Khristi Lauren, at 8:00 PM  

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